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[17 Jan 2006|04:10pm] |
Dear Elena...
The past 1 year and 8 months have been some of my best times. You have taught me to believe in my self (more than I already do) << lol... But more importantly how to show affection. I have always had trouble dealing with emotions such and anger and ways of reaching out to people until you. Although you reach out only to people that you feel fit, its done in a classy manner. I dont think you can fully comprehend how much your life had fully influenced my self in the way I go about dealing with situations.
Now we have had our moments have we not? Yelling,argueing,bitching,complaining,loving,holding,expressing our selfs, dealing with our problems, dwelling on all the great times,and bad. What I am getting at, is your to much to take in all at once. Although you have lived in America practically all your life, you have brought somthing from your past.Somthing that no other US citizen has been able to show me, which partially got me intrested in you. That little somthing is not an emotion , its not somthing you can touch, but only somthing that can be felt. You state your thoughts constructively and very straight forward (somthing I always have been good at, even if it may be for the bad).You have a heart made of gold and deep down inside you wish nothing bad for any persons. You often deal with all my crap I bring to the table , some of which you dont understand money, cars , the way I present my self , how I spend my time. But what brings true meaning to it all, is you stick around. Your here for the great times and deffinetly here for the bad all of which I am thankful for.
Now before you my dear...It would take a whole hell of alot for me to understand people had feelings and wishes of other people. And somtimes it feels like Im being pushed to the edge with you (being your wishes) , but no more than I push you I presume.
I may not be able to complete all your wishes you ask of me, but I sure do try.
all In all...you are my girl,I want you, I need you,and will do what ever it takes to be able to hold you forever.
I love you hunny
Words can't describe what you bring to my life :)
-Andrew
ps...I Just came back to tell you one more thing.
Im sorry I am not a good speller. I really try at that too, unfortunately I didnt pay much attention through middle school in english because of crappy teachers and a my little effort, either way you know what I mean for the most part.
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Well Elena drove my car today. A day I never thought Id see. She did quite well as a matter fact, tested my patience by doing a bit of a burn out, but all is well and I still love... And yes trust her.
Life is going alright , school is school and hopefully learning more about my self and other people before the "real world" pounces upon me like some starved dogs. Work sucks, they treat me like shit (managers) but every1 else seems to have a lot of respect for what im getting done over there. Ive been told many times that If I was 18 right now they would consider making me front end assistant head checker. Which in any1 elses job means manager. But unfortunetly im not 18 and thats not gonna happen.
Since I havent updated in a while I might add that the whole campo group...per say has meant a lot to me and have been great new friend. Not that you guys are new...cuz we've been haning out for a year and a half now, but Its nice to be accepted into such a group that honest and caring about eachother. In the real world its extremly difficult to aquire such relationships, so ya all you guys mean a whole lot to me.
In other news im pretty bad at showing emotional feeling's except with a certain person. So hope all you guys are doing good out there and be good.
-Andrew
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[16 Aug 2005|01:45am] |
Its been since the 22nd of july since I saw Elena...shes back now and im happy...
Thats my update.
:)
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today was bluntly awsome.
elena <3 lorno,ally,brenden,eric went to the beach it was COLLLLD....and then really hot and nice.
After like 5 hours at the beach we decide to go make a manly grill and cook some food by the lake.
Think all thats pretty awsome? are you a bit jealous, well thats not it. After all that we go to a park...and streak..for all the people walking and for the women. Reminded us of blink 182.
So for any1 that can top my manly chicken and steak with SALAD, and streaking and beach all in one day, leave a comment. Otherwise just admire from a far.
Thanks all for making today awsome.
Specially u :)
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that was awsome
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[09 May 2005|01:07pm] |
Im at school, so this will be a short post I guess.
last 2 weeks have been pretty stressfull and yet so satisfying.
Prom....awsome
1 year...just as good
Love you
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[01 May 2005|09:40pm] |
mmmmmmm....prom.
Was the shit. I had soo much fun and danced the night away with elena, and then got to fall asleep :)
Night.
Ps our 1 year is in 6 days...........................holy shit. :)
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Mmm....Im sick.
This will be a short entry.
Life=good
Upcoming events.
Prom
1 year (elena and I) :)
1 year present....cant even decide right now....
Working...making the big bucks you know.
Yes cars are nice.
Elena and I are gonna have to make time for eachother cuz we both have work! obviously will make time for eachother though.
Summer is coming soon that shall be fun, except for the small problem of elena leaving......................................................................................
So I guess that means It might be a angry summer, but I'll try and keep my self busy at work and such.
MMm....bed,
Babe, CALL ME!
night, L-O-V-E U
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[07 Apr 2005|11:24pm] |
Well all week Iv'e been sick. Its sucked cuz ive wanted to get back to school and get back on the routine of things, but just havent felt that well. Today was my dads retirement party and unlike most , it was a pretty humble experiance, seeing all my dads friends tell stories how they felt he was the greatest boss. And ACTUALLY meaning it. Every1 seemed to be crying including arthur. I must say, ive found new respect for my dad and how he went about over the years handeling drama and people that bitched about working. Hes also made his feild the one of the most respected office's in the country, and has been awarded numerous times for it.
So all in all hes a good guy and now hes retired, but still going to some work.
Anyways,
Elena and I had our 11 month ?
Dude holy shit? where did that come from. This girl is a class act of how I've wanted my gf to be like.
Shes sexy,smart,funny(at lornos),odd at times, bitchy ...When need be, devoted,honest and truthful to all her friends. Shes caring to every1 she comes into contact with. And doesnt judge unless some1 may deserve it. Shes honestly the best thing thats happend to me and Im not letting go ANYTIME soon.
Love you baby
Andrew
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[18 Mar 2005|11:38pm] |
Mmm...tonight was good. Elena and I almost fell practically fell asleep on the coach....mmm perfect...
K time to get some sleep
Night
Wait....3/18/05........>>>5/7/04 wasnt so long ago now was it?>
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Hola
Its sunday today and this weekends coming to and end. Well break down for the weekend starts with friday night. Elena and I went to the tacoria in dub c and that was really good then we hit up lornos house and had some good times and ate cookies.
PS i accidently wacked my gf, did I mention that. Ya i felt like shit.
Anyways this week was alright school sucked, but elena and I are great so that pretty much keeps me up. Something about people that you feel so connected to that make your life so much more refreshing.Not sure how to explain it, if you dont get it give up cuz its kinda of a weird concept.
So I spent saturday morning learning how to clay my car so I can give it that Original bmw feelings when you touch the paint. Its gonna be strictly awesome.
Sundays suck though, there either always jammed up with stuff to do or really boring. Today just so happends to be family day for me and my dad, Arthur Paull as many of you might know its Jumping ship from work in about 14 days and im not all that excited.
Oh ya quick note. Elena and I whatched Notebook. Wanna talk about a story that could break you down like no other. That story is prolly somthing that would make me kill my self way before death were to strike me. good choice hun
Alright well im gonna go and explore for some food
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Hey peoples
Well today I found out that the m3 im...was...still possibly going to buy is fucked up...the paint has been shit on by sap.....god for fucking sake...sap. If this is the case...and is the case...its gonna take over 700 bucks prolly to fix it...and after that...there still good be blemishes from the acid forming molecules.AKAAAAAAA spots...everywhere....now grant it...this could be somthing easily fixed..but not so sure right now.
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^<<<<<<THIS IS FUCKING BULL SHIT...
My life sucks when it comes to cars right now...want an example...heres one...refer to ^.
lol...thats my car life...its an emotional one...
Back to reality...see now reality is awsome... IM STILLLLLL Enjoying the company of elena..which couldnt be better btw. Were still going real strong at almost 9 months, in what about 3 days.
Shes the best, although i got somewhat of a ...."why didnt you update your lj....?" me being like...shitttt i forgot.
Anyways moods have calmed not only cuz im thinking of elena...which to me is much more important than some material item. (wait...? is this Ru Paull spekaing, same kid that tackled me back in 8th grade for spilling water on his WATER PROOF A's jacket and then say HAHA and BMW's suck DICK!)
Answer? yup...thats correct.
Material items are just fun things along the way that you go to when life is not boring persay...but just needs a little excitement. After you get these things, everything just feels like that much more less important.
Like i got my v1...still love it to this day, but i lost sleep over it and prolly snapped at elena ...not on purpose but just b/c I was pissed.
see you get these material items and then you realize. Wait what was i trippping out for? who gives a shit. You still get to hang out with your best friend and gf for the whollllle day and just talk it up and live out more experiances with eachother. Then after that some time with the jack ass guys and let them drive you around fast in there fast cars then hit up dennys or w/e place we decide to go to.
Like I said...after this life couldnt be better I guess...ya...im still pissed about my m3...no doubt at all. But see now I wanna go listen to some music. Chill , call elena and talk to her till i fall asleep and then just look forward to 8 hours fast forward sitting in english listening to my teacher talk about how ...."now english isnt so bad is it? I make it kinda fun dont I????"
(Ru smirks)
No...im pretty sure class still sucks...yes im staring down the clock trying to intimidate the god damn minute hand to get on its horse and move a lil faster. <<<< just kidding, im not that cocky yet...lol
Well this has deffinetly been educational. Now I think im gonna put my Ipod on and think a lil more about my choices here.
haha this a long post it says I got like 1 more line.
Love you Elena
youre the best
Tunning out
cya in bed
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[13 Jan 2005|09:04pm] |
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Ya so...I think i wanna sing some song that goes somthing like
Fuck dem finals...yo yo yo Fuck Dem finals....Fuck dem stupid ass motha fucking teachuz that make us study....FUCK DEM!....
But see heres the down side...im not black and im well educated...Well elenas helping me out...so I dont go and accidently kill someone that mentions GPA, or anything relating to school in anyway or form.
Havent updated since texas i guess,Im behind.
Ok
Ive had a bday
Invested lots of money
Gotten to be with my elena
Got elenas ring fitted (its clean yo) j/k
things i havent done
Taken finals
Paid outstanding ticket for not paying toll at bridge with elena...(good times lol) funniest thing ever.\
Started term paper.
sold my car
bought my car
See what saving money for 5 years actually gets you (mods for my car) and of course somthing nice for elena :)
and im done
Back to studying i go
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